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Question

Hello all, I'm actually confused. Let?s start from the beginning, in my college times I was very much passionate about technology, I was also a Microsoft Student Partner, and it was the college time only when I was awarded MVP by C-sharpcorner.com . Then I got placed in TCS was feeling bit relaxed as I had many ideas of doing something of my own but was planning to have some industry experience so TCS was a good option. In the wait of joining letter I was doing freelancing training at various locations for Edu-Kinect and was very happy with my life those days, it was full of challenges and every day was a new learning day for me. Later I appeared for E-litmus and got selected for Accenture and had a tough call to make between TCS or Accenture and finally chose Accenture over TCS as it was offering early joining than TCS. Now I'm working for Accenture but I'm not enjoying it, I was trained in SAP BW (Business Warehousing) everyone told that it's a great skill but I don't find it. Even the toughest job is only few clicks here and there. Sometimes I think of higher studies, now again comes two options MBA or M.S., being from a middle class family I'm afraid of opting for M.S. because even after scholarships the total fees is too much for me, and my thoughts on MBA are very different I wish to be in Technical side only so MBA doesn?t sounds to me a great option. Next comes the startup, startup needs some great ideas and lots of patience, ideas come along with patience but I can't leave the job and start getting ideas. Joining a startup is also a great idea but then again who will convince the parents for the reason for leaving a big organization and joining a startup which is hardly recognized among my neighbors and relatives (trust me these neighbors and relatives are the true enemies). In short I didn't find myself focused, sometimes there is GATE in my mind, sometimes its CAT, sometimes it?s a startup and the other second it's my parent who come in my mind who won?t let me go for that. Writing blogs, delivering sessions is what I find very interesting as it includes learning new technologies, interacting with new people sharing and gaining knowledge. But then again though my work is so foolish in office I don't get time to evolve me as a blogger due to office timings, sometimes I even have to go to office on weekends. Suggest me what best can be made of me.